Wish (If Only)
4 related grammar points that express the same core idea - compared below so you can tell which one to reach for.
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さえ〜ば / ものなら
Wishing for something you do not expect to be possible.
~ものなら vs ~さえ~ば: Use ものなら: 戻れるものなら戻りたい. It marks the condition as barely attainable, which is where the wistfulness comes from. さえ〜ば says one condition would be sufficient, and treats it as perfectly achievable.