じばら
paying one's own way
Noun
自分じぶんの責任せきにんを認みとめて自腹じばらをきりなさい。
You have to dig down and pay for it.
トムのバイト先さき、 ノルマ達成たっせいできないと自腹じばらで商品しょうひん買かってつじつま合あわせさせられるんだって。
At Tom's last job, unable to meet sales quotas, he was forced to buy his own goods.